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[inahandbasket]

A meme of sorts...
I saw this elsewhere, so I followed.

This message is addressed to everyone who is reading this post.

I want you to post anything that you want, and do it anonymously.
Anything. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like, and then put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

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[(Anonymous)]

There are days I wake up and I see his face and my heart melts with love.

There are moments when it feels like if he's gone for a single instant I'll fall apart in longing.

There are days I wake up and wonder what the hell am I doing with this guy? And all I feel is tired.

There are moments when it feels like if I have to see him one moment longer I'm going to grab a large heavy object and hit him with it.

Is this the nature of true love? Or am I creating a world of glass because I fear being alone more than I fear being with someone who is not The One.

And how will I ever know until I sit alone, a wither old woman with the wisdom of age and hindsight and look back saying, I made the right choice, I made the wrong choice... or perhaps there never was a choice to make at all?

[oceanic.livejournal.com]

I used to feel exactly like that with my ex-boyfriend. And now that I'm alone, I'm glad that I'm out of it (if only for my self-esteem). But there isn't an easy choice in that situation. And it is fucking HARD.

Whoever you are, I know that feeling, and it makes you feel helpless even when you have all the agency you need, and I'm sorry.