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[inahandbasket]

we did this one before, almost a year ago now.
time for it again.

This message is addressed to everyone who is reading this post.

I want you to post (comment with) anything that you want, and do it anonymously.
Anything. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like, and then put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

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[(Anonymous)]

I have found myself sexually aroused by cartoon characters.

[(Anonymous)]

last night i was hogtied and suspended while someone had their way with me

[inahandbasket]

oh my. that sounds interesting.

[(Anonymous)]

I have thought about my death on daily basis for the past 4 or so months. More or less in a sub-suicidial nature. I invite it, wish for it but will never do it myself. I'm lazy that way.

I've come to the conclusion that I'm a pretty worthless person. Yes I have my uses but when it comes down to it a pet rock is more desirable than me.

I hate to go out in public. I hate talking to anyone and everyone. I bring the bar up to a new level for other anti-social people. When some one says hi to me I ignore them.. if they continue I usally say something simple like "Fuck off" which generally gets them to leave me alone.

My current pleasure in life is to get people to hate me. I actually had a lady say "I hope you choke on your food" while out at a fast food place. It made me happy to hear that.

This isn't a cry for help so there is no need to patronize me with the "Everything will get better speech." You wanted a secret .. well here is my little fucked up one.

[inahandbasket]

wow, that's a bummer.
:o/
I'll withhold optimism since you requested it.

[(Anonymous)]

Many times since turning into an adult, I have wanted badly to crawl back under the sheets in my parent's room and cry myself to sleep.

[inahandbasket]

I hear ya.
only I still rebel against the label of 'adult'

[(Anonymous)]

I feel all too often like a six year old who has just been scolded by a teacher... Like everything I do is in some way wrong or flawed.

I'm supposed to be a grownup. How come I still can't take care of myself like one?

[inahandbasket]

I know the feeling.

[(Anonymous)]

I am currently overwhelmed by a low and constant current of fear, tempered by small points of extremely good things that are due to happen or are happening or have happened. Someone - a woman definitely, probably a pair, maybe a small group - has taken an interest in me. (It is not a sexual interest at all.) I'm not sure how much of an interest. It makes me paranoid of social interactions because I feel like it is being charted. An exciting opportunity has come up for me and I am excited, bewildered why it should have come up for me, and fearful about what kind of impression I might make. I have been afraid of a lot of things lately.

[inahandbasket]

ah, but it sounds like a good butterfly-stomach kind of fear, no?

[(Anonymous)]

No, it's much more of a primitive fear.

"Hi, here are the alpha wolves. Mingle."

[inahandbasket]

ah, that one.
yeah, not so much fun.

[(Anonymous)]

sometimes i still pick my nose and whats worse i flick the boogers!

[(Anonymous)]

that's nothin, I eat them!

[(Anonymous)]

You eat his/her boogers?

Freak!

[(Anonymous)]

Three and a half years ago, you brought me to LiveJournal. We aren't friends, and I'm not on your list.. or you on mine.. but I am forever grateful to you for showing me this site. It has become an intricate part of my world. I just wanted to thank you, and let you know that I still read from time to time. :)

[inahandbasket]

um, wow.
who are you? lol

[(Anonymous)]

I respond better to direction. Spontaneity is just too many options to deal with.

[inahandbasket]

well then, tell me about your worst trauma/experience from your childhood, hmmm?

[(Anonymous)]

(note, written by a male)

the sight of naked women tends to repulse me rather than attract me. they turn me on plenty when theyre clothed, though (even scantily so). sometimes I've wondered if I might really be gay, but then i remember that im not attracted to guys at all, so i just think im weird. always assumed it was caused in some way by the way i was raised or something. dunno for sure.

try having a strong sex drive when the actual idea of sex sickens you.

do i win?

[(Anonymous)]

I used to be like this, as well. I think it's rather common - the result of the disenfranchised male in a feminist society. You didn't happen to be raised in a single-parent household, did you?

[(Anonymous)]

i am secretly afraid i am nothing but a loser. that i keep trying professions and only fail. that i will never have the future i am working so hard for. that i will disappoint all who have ever believed in me.

[(Anonymous)]

i slept with a celebrity and almost slept with another one but he was 16 so i obeyed the law!

[(Anonymous)]

I lost my virginity to a rock star when I was 21. :p

...sigh...

[(Anonymous)]

I am hurt by the rejection of an old and once dear friend, and there is nothing I can do except sit and watch him spit me out over and over again.